so I’m home alone .
again , so my mind can run wild .
I read something , that wasn’t exactly the nicest thing . I’ve been hearing alot of stuff like that lately … but sitting here , reading that , and thinking of how this school year is finally coming to end , I realized so much stuff . Especially how lucky I am to have amazing people in my life . I know I’m not the greatest person ever , and I DO make mistakes , and I’m so grateful for the people who have put up with me . The people who never doubt me , the ones who stick by my side no matter what choices I make , my supporters , the ones who never judge me , the people that believe in me . You guys keep me on my feet and pick me back up when they give out on me . This year has been one big rollercoaster , a new experience , and it’s really tested not only me , but the people around me . I’ve lost alot of people in my life because of choices I made , choices they made , and even from just growing distant . I’ve made more mistakes this past year , then I have in my entire life by far . But if I could go back and do it again , I would do it in a heartbeat . No questions , No changes . Everything that has happened , has only made me a stronger better person . And I’m going to continue to grow and better myself . Nothing and no one can stop me . I’m sorry to the people I hurt . To the people I pushed away , the ones I’ve lied to, and I’m even sorry to those who are still standing by me . I’ve put you through more then I can even imagine , and none of you have EVER given up on me . Thanks for never failing me even though I’ve failed you all multiple times . Thanks for letting me be a part of your lives , and for being a part of mine . You don’t realize how precious and valuable you are to my life . Thanks for being my comfort when I am hurting , for being my salvation when I need to get away , thanks for not letting me down like everyone else . I realize now that you guys are really the only ones I need in my life . You guys are the only ones that matter . The people that are no longer in my life aren’t there for a reason . Because they didn’t care enough to try . Because they were weak , and couldn’t handle me . Maybe they couldn’t , because I’ve already got the most amazing people in my life ♥
you know who you are .
Here’s to my brighter , more wonderful future . I can’t wait for the many mistakes to be done , for the pain to feel , and for the memories to make .♥
& here’s to letting the past go .